Ever get so pissed off that it feels like your blood is boiling underneath your skin but all you can do is cry? That is how my day is going right now. Ever since I woke up this morning my day has gone down hill. I went from one of the all time high points in my life down to an all time low, and no one is here to help me. Some how I managed to piss off my best friend. I don't even know what I did. I'm so mad at myself right now that I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I guess it shows that my step-dad was right all those years ago. I am a total screw up and I will never amount to anything. Everything that I do I end up screwing up one way or another.
Sometimes I wonder if I ended up disappearing how many people would actually care? How many people actually miss me? What is the point of living if no one cares about you? I always piss people off without even trying and everything that I end up saying to people usually come out wrong or gets taken out of context. Depression sucks and I just wish that I could go back to when I wasn't depressed.
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