Everything around me freaking reminds me of you. I can't even find peace in my own house and all I can do is think about everything that you threw away. Screw you and everything that you represented in my life. I can't mention how much I freaking hate your guts right now. And the part that pisses me off the most? I still love you with everything and there is nothing I can do about it. God dammit why is it that everything I did for you wasn't good enough? I gave my life over to you and you crushed it like a bug on the sidewalk. God damn you. No one has ever pissed me off so much in my life. Even my step-father doesn't piss me off as much as you. AND HE BEAT ME FOR MOST OF MY CHILDHOOD!
I can't sleep because of you, and I can't eat. I literally can do nothing because of you. And now I have no one to talk to. Everyone I talk to is either "busy" or just doesn't want to talk to me. Ever. I am done trying to be friends with you or anyone. If they don't want to try and initiate anything with me then screw all of you. I can't do everything on my own and I never will. I give up on everyone around me, myself, and life. Screw everyone around me. Maybe things will be better for you guys when I am gone. BYE
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