My Son

You may not know me but I know everything about you.
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
I am familiar with all your ways.
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
For you were made in my image.
In me you live and move and have your being.
For you are my offspring.
I knew you even before you were conceived.
I chose you when I planned creation.

Thinking about you

Sometimes there are certain people that you can't stop thinking about. Whether it be a loved one, a friend, that new girl you just met. Well whoever it is, once you think about them in a sense your mind will never forget them. You may forget their name, or some of their characteristics, but once you see them again, it is almost like you never stopped talking in the first place. Sometimes that concept can be a little hard to grasp for some people because they want to forget about people in their past, or present. You can't just forget about the people that once made you happy, or sad.

Times like these

Sometimes all someone needs is to know that there is one person out there always thinking about them. It doesn't matter if it is a family member or someone from your peers. It is an amazing feeling knowing that someone out there actually truly cares about you. Not just when it is convenient for them, like if they will get something out of it, just because they know that they can. Some things in this life can not be described to anyone, you just have to feel it. Love, depression, and heart break are a few of those things.  Ironically I have experienced all three of these, within the last year.

The New Year

With this new year many of us have high expectations for the next 366 days. Many of us make New Year resolutions like Losing Weight or changing the kind of person you are. It all sounds like a good idea. But truth is that the New Year resolutions are filled with false promises. False promises to yourself and to other people. Yeah everyone tells you how you should hang out more. But how many people actually mean it? Chances are likely that you won't change and hardly anyone else will. The changes of someone sticking with a new yeares resolution are low. Most people forget the resolutions that they made. This is because most of the resolutions are not thought through. Many of them are just on the spot resolutions.

Anger

Why is it that every time I always let everything build up and then when it comes time I let everything out. Usually on the wrong person. Either someone I care about or someone that will have a huge impact on my life. I will bite my tongue for quite awhile and one little thing will push me over the edge. Even right now I get more pissed with every second. I don't know why I let these stupid things affect me. Why I let them build inside. This is a question I will never be able to answer. I used to think that I had a good control over my anger. Until my ex showed me that I did not and helped me with it. Until she turned that same problem against me and blamed everything on it.
Forever I have lived by this saying:

Everyone has the right to be happy. Everyone has the right to be satisfied and calm. No one deserves to be alone.

Sometimes I don't believe this to be true. I always go back to this saying and it helps me calm down. I used this saying to get out of one of the darkest moments in my life. I just hope it helps me like it always has.