Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Surrender

For as long as I can remember I have let people tell me what I am good at, what I love, how to feel. I have let people have a huge impact on my mood for the day. Trying to change old habits can be one of the hardest things that you can do, but I am surely trying this time. After my cousins death and going to the memorial service, I realized that if you let others influence you negatively then you will achieve less.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Death

Death. Something I have come way too familiar with lately. Death of family, death of friends. Death of love, and death of hatred. Death of emotions, death of selfishness. Death of hope, death of faith. I have been talking with my friends recently about everything that is going on and two friends have really helped me through this tough time. Jessica Renfer and Ross Reed. For those of you who do not know me, my cousin passed away on Tuesday morning and my grandmother Linda Borton was diagnosed with stage 3 Colon Cancer. Time to explain everything.