I'll be gone

For far too long I have been trying to force something that will never happen. Trying to fight for something that doesn't exist. I finally realized this way too late. I don't know what made me realize this, but something that happened recently did. I am glad that it happened. Waking up to that kind of reality is really uplifting. Waking up and realizing that you are no longer tied down to someone or something is an amazing feeling. I don't have to worry about anything anymore.

Sorry this is short. Cya.

I'm alive when I'm missing you

Right now I would be lying if I said that everything was okay. At the same time I would be lying if I said that I wasn't happy. Things are finally looking up for me. No other way to put it. My friends are becoming happier, I am becoming happier, things just take some time I guess. I am way to stubborn to have let any of this really keep me down for long. These last couple of months really have been a toll on me, but I believe that I have grown so much because of them. I know that a lot of my posts have been on more of a depressing side of things, but I am here to tell you I am finally happy! Have a great night people :)

P.S. I love you..