Tonight I realized something, I can't hold up any longer. I am carrying way too much weight on my shoulders and I can feel my supports starting to weaken. 2 jobs, full time college, it is just way to much for me. But I will keep pushing on. Why? because I will never give up. I will continue to do what I can until I physically can no longer take it. Once again, why? Because I am stubborn, I never give up. I have to be strong, for you. That is just who I am. I always take things upon myself to do everything. To accept the burden of everyone. It has been one hell of a road up to this point. I wish I could tell you exactly what is going on, but it will happen, eventually.
And if you are reading this, and wondering if I am talking to you, it probably is.
And I apologize that I don't write in this a whole lot. I am going to try and do a hell of a lot better on that. I promise. I am going to try and post a blog every day in May.
Thanks for reading!
Monday, April 30, 2012
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Everything Happens for A Reason
It is a little cliche, but everything really does happen for a reason. Whether it be good or bad. Just recently I have been talking to my ex again. Quite a few people have been telling me that this is not a good idea, but yet I still do it. It just sucks that I cannot explain to them exactly why I started talking to her again in the first place. I have been told that I should just be an asshole to her, but that is not in me. It is hard to just not talk to someone who helped you through everything in your life. I probably wouldn't be here writing this if it wasn't for her.
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