Total Relief

For a while I actually thought that it was me that did something wrong to make you go away, but now I see that there was nothing that I did. You let yourself fade away from our relationship and let yourself fall into the arm of another, and there is nothing I could of done to hold one. With that being said there is no greater feeling then waking up and knowing that I am no longer yours, and no longer in the broken relationship that you some how blinded me in. There is a saying "You don't know what you have until its gone" but I also believe you don't know what you have until a tragic event happens.
You don't realize who are your true friends until something bad happens, you don't realize who truly cares for you, until you need them to help you pic up the pieces. Some friends that I thought were my real friends abandoned me when I needed them most, but I also met some others who helped me (even if they didn't know it). I am glad that I met a couple people that I wasn't friends with back in high school because now I am a completely different person. I am calm, collected, soft spoken, and take time to think. When I was back in high school I was angry, scattered (thinking wise), let people know what I thought, and was quick to react to people's actions. It is weird how people can help you grow into the person that you are today, and then leave from your life like you never existed.

Thank God for the friends that I have, for without them, I'd be gone.