Blame

We all have things in our past that we aren't so proud of, maybe even regret. I know there are things in my past that I regret, things that I have admitted to no one, things that I am ashamed of. Some things I will never do again. But don't those things make us who we are? I know that I am scared of letting people find certain stuff out about me because I don't want to lose them as a friend, because I have lost so many already. But that is part of life, and when one door closes, another opens. Although I am still looking for that door. I have no one to blame but myself for all of this. And I need to talk to someone soon....