For as long as I can remember I have let people tell me what I am good at, what I love, how to feel. I have let people have a huge impact on my mood for the day. Trying to change old habits can be one of the hardest things that you can do, but I am surely trying this time. After my cousins death and going to the memorial service, I realized that if you let others influence you negatively then you will achieve less.
With a week that I just had you come to realize many things. Best friends that you thought would always be there for you, gone. Enemies that you thought would always hate, actually were the ones to see if you are okay. Just because you think one thing is true, does not mean it is. Just because you seem lost, does not mean you are. You will find a way through things, and there will be someone there too help you. It may not be the person, or people, that you thought. It is amazing how the world works. How life works. Nothing is as it seems. People that you thought would be around forever, gone in an instant. Suddenly friends that have been there for you through your whole life, are no longer there. With many more changes on the way.
Well I guess this is the end of a friendship, even though I still don't know why, or how. Hope you have a great life, and I wish you the best.
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