You know, sometimes it is really hard to block out the world. Especially when you need to do it the most. When you have something going on, everyone around you seems to express their opinions. No matter what the point is, someone always has to make theirs known. I have this major problem of not being able to block out the world when I need to the most. You see, I care WAY to much about what other people think about me. I let what others say effect my mood. That is where music comes into play. I use music to block out the world. Listening to music is when I have the most pure thoughts about something.No matter the situation, I know that music will make it better, or at least appear too.
The sad part is that there isn't THAT one person that I can turn to anymore. The one person that I know I can tell anything to. Some people say that I can turn to them, but I don't exactly trust them. I know that probably sounds bad, but sadly it is the truth. I know I always tell people that they can trust me, and they can. I just feel bad that I can't trust them because of what has happened. No one really understands, they just say they do. I know that I don't let people know everything, so there is no way anyone could possibly understand. Kind of stupid if you ask me.
And I end on that, me being stupid.
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