What you do to me

You always told me that you would be there for me and then you disappeared from my life. You took my heart with you and I don't know what I can do to get it back. When you left I watched you break my heart in two and destroy everything that I had built my life upon. My life came crashing down and in an instant all my old habits came back. The ones that I tried so hard to get rid of, instantly came crashing back down like an avalanche of sorrow. You put me into a deep depression that I almost didn't survive from. I had no one there for me and no one that understood. No one wanted to help me out even though I extend my hand out to everyone else in their time of need. It goes to show you that the trust that you instill into others will be broken and shattered in your face. But now I am getting everything put back together slowly to show you what I am capable of without you and you will never be apart of my life again.